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[05 May 2005|09:31am]
i dont care anymore.
i cant get msn to work, it always says there something wrong so i try to fix it but its fucking stupid so i quit. seriously.
like parking yesterday, well it was nice after i got the hang of it<33333333
i am very sorry kevin<33333
you need to get aol instant messenger.
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ehh [05 May 2005|03:57pm]
[ mood | numb ]

today so far is the worst day ever</3 i know the rest of today will be wonderful<3 school was horrible, i seriously hate school now; i wish to never go back. the only class i acutally took well today was 4th hour sullivan. 2nd hour wasnt so bad but the rest of today... im not even going to talk about it because i will probably cry again. for once i actually came home from school and cried because it was so bad. how fucking lame is that? i just dont know what i should do anymore. and there is just so much i have to decide but i dont. i am happy with what i do and why i do it, but i feel that i should stop it all and just give my life to jesus i dont want to let go of what i have now because im so happy but there are so many things telling me two different things, to change; to not change. i just dont know. and i dont want to make the wrong choice. and with all my friends, they smoke, drink, party and have fun and junk, or they are sxe and go to church and all that cool stuff. and most of my friends never met each other, theyve just heard about them. and i dont want it to be like that. i just dont want to choose now, im not ready yet. and i just dont know what to do. well im going to go and start cleaning up my room and getting ready to go, i have to pick dane up from work and then go to church. <33333333333 i love you all<333333333333<3333333333333333333 ashley

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[05 May 2005|04:37pm]
great i typed so fucking much for no fucking reason.
i seriously dont care anymore.
its not like my problems are important anyways............
i am so mad today
so im going to go and cry alot now.
i love you all<3
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[05 May 2005|10:24pm]
i dont think today can get any worse
everything went wrong, how wonderful<3
why cant i have better days anymore?
everyday just really sucks.
so tonight;;; its going to ROCK<33333
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