||[11 Jul 2005|03:04am]
I hate how everyday turns out the same.
But its always a different mood at the end of the day.
Usually its a good one, most days its a bad one.
My kitty secretly is the devil herself.
I hate how people are so effing predictable.
its just something that doesnt get old.
especially when you want it to be the total opposite.
life just sucks sometimes, I guess.
Dates to remember.
Butch Walker &Avril ((who is taking me?))
when it opens.
My birthdayyy bitchesssss
Wayne US 12
Paper Street Saints.
who else will be there?
No warped tour for me this year. :-/
Its nice when you know who you can trust and cant.
Im glad I have the bestest friends ever.
Amanda- I miss you<3<3
Manda- I miss you<3<3
I hate how I always know when somethings going to fuck up.
&I dont ever have a way to fix it either.
||[11 Jul 2005|03:08pm]
well I just got home from taking my mom to the doctors.
I had a nice 3 hour wait in my car, with no cold air.
I just sat there, chain smoked half of pack of reds and was reading a book.
I was getting scared because this same truck would go in the parking lot wait a few mins and leave, come back 20 mins later. I dont know.
I really like my house today, its nice and cold.
Im thinking about taking a shower and then a nap.
Im not so sure what Im doing today...
But Im hungry so Im going to go and eat.
Last night I was such a bitch.
I am sorry.
I am the most indicisive person ever, you have no idea.
I say 'I dont know' at least a million times a day.
the reason why is.. I really dont know.. &I dont really care.
Im always up for anything...
I just dont know...
I feel so sick to my stomach because Im so hungry.
I dont think being anorexic at this time will do me any more good than its already messed up my life so much.
I just dont know if its all really worth it again..... :-/
I have to babysit today.
I really enjoy babysitting Becky.
She is the coolest 5 year old ever.
All right... Well Im going to eat something, take a shower and then leave.
Have a good day..
Kev- these are for you<3 ♥♥♥
|What a day.
||[11 Jul 2005|10:09pm]
( words from the radio once again.Collapse )
tonight was alright, hanging out with becky is always puts me in a good mood.
The radio keeps singing to me.
all the words just sometimes make perfect sence.
So yeah, today has been a good day. =)
I just love how people quit talking to me.
Im very sad.
leah is going to have a baby. how effing cute.
I am happy<3