||[17 Aug 2005|03:27am]
Im sorry to those who read this;;;;;;;;;
things are looking up, but im starting to feel more horrible inside.
i have no idea why im always in such a bad mood.
everything is starting to come together,
school is going to be starting soon,
im going to have a job again and i wont be having as much fun,
thats probably it because i know i wont ever be able to have this kind of freedom again and i know im going to miss it so much,
thats why ive been waiting so long to start getting everything together,
i like being able to go out and do pretty much what ever i want when ever i want and to go out and have as much fun as i want with out any problems.
and i know its going to be really hard to do this but i can do it.
i know i can.
school is going to be easy, hopefully i can make myself happy by working again.
i hope so.
and i have awesome friends who i know will be there and help me.
thats something good.
im sitting here listening to butch walker and being all crabby because i dont know why.
im about to get up and try my hardest to finish this book. i would really like to finish it.
so yeah. comment on my pictures hahahahahaha.
i havent felt pretty in about 2 weeks now.
it sucks because im never in a good mood.
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