Way more excitment than I tend to lead on.


26 July 1987
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WARNING; This journal is my private journal, my thoughts, fears, hopes and dreams. Please do not take it seriously; more than likely Ive had a bad day I just need to vent. If anything offends you, sorry.

I am Ashley Ellen♥

Meg & Dia<3

RIP Jason Wilson<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
I love you so much my brother,<3<3
You are going to be missed dearly<3
You are forever in my prayers<3<3<3
January 21, 1982 - August 15, 2007

I have the cutest little girly ever<3
Her name is Alainah Jade [ali]

I am a very greatful member of Alcoholics Anonymous♥
My Soberity date is January 18th, 2007 :D

I have some of the bestest friends.

I made quite a few mistakes in my past. Basically from the day I was born my life was pretty messed up, which was my favorite excuse to drink and use drugs. I was pretty good at it for a while. Until, it wasnt fun anymore. I lost not only myself, but everyone that loved me. I married my high school sweetheart, we ran away to the Army, and then later got divorced because 'he was an alcoholic' when really, it was all me. All me. I decided to help myself for once and go to this place where happy people are. People who love themselves and people love them. Where people loved me until I could love myself. I had nothing but a tiny glimmer of hope. Thats all I needed. I got sober Thank you to the AMAZING program of Alcoholics Anonymous. Later, I met some guy and we thought we were 'in love' story short; I got pregnant, he went psycho, I left him and now... He is making tiny efforts to be in her life... 2 years later. What a fucking winner.

I am happy, I am sober, I have such a little darling. &&&&&& The very best boyfriend in the world. Thats all.
, a year spend cold, a7x, aa, afro duck, aim, alcoholics anonymous, apple juice, ashlee simpson, atwt, avenged sevenfold, avril, baby ducks, bambam, being in love, black eyeliner, blankets, blue, boblo island, bubblegum, bubbles, chap stick, cigarettes, cold pillows, control, cosmo, count the stars, cover up, dancing, daphne loves derby, dia frampton, dickies, diffuser, donuts, drive drive drive, ducks, dunkin donuts, ejlay, elves, emo, feeling sorry, final fantasy, finch, fireworks, for sunday, forever the way, glitter, gnr, greenday, gum, gummy bears, hannah montana, hayley williams, here here and here, hoobastank, hugs, i quit my scene, ice cream, incubus, jack osbourne, johnny christ, kevin seconds, kisses, kittens, law & order; svu, link, lip gloss, little league, m shadows, mac and cheese, mario, maroon 5, mashed potatoes, meg frampton, meg&dia, meow, michelle branch, miley cyrus, moons, motionless, music, name taken, ncis, new friends, new song, old friends, orange, paramore, pebbles, peter schojan, photography, pictures, pillows, pineapples, pink, plastic, plugs, red, rock, rooney, rufio, safety of routine, sandbox heroes, scented markers, seth green, sleeping, sliver, something real, sponsors, stars, sugarcult, sunny delight, synyster gates, tattoos, tex, the all american rejects, the ataris, the big book, the fairly odd parents, the great basement crusade, the life recovery bible, the powerpuff girls, the rev, the stupid chad, the used, the verve pipe, this was never, timmy turner, tmp, today, trix, tyson ritter, unwritten law, vans, video games, waiting, waking up late, wanda, warm blankets, we give up sometimes, weezer, write back, writing, x-tina, yard saleing, yellow, yellowcard, zacky vengeance, zelda